Tonight I did some things that I told myself not to do. However, my friends know just how good I am with that whole self-disciple thing.
Now I've said it before, that I've spent more money and have had less fun on a number of occasions (an incredibly large number of occasions). And it was fun, being in the voice chat with SoxLover, Garth, Veneno, Mowemunder, SirF, and the rest while playing - it was like sitting at a home game table. And man, some of you guys have some killer sexy voices!
But then I turn off the stereo and shut down the laptop and I'm back to sitting here by myself getting drunk and wondering, is this all there is? Is this what I've become, after everything I've done in life? Someone who sits at home and drinks alone ?
Yes I may be drunk but I'm not stupid - I'm fully aware that it's the alcohol that's making me feel pathetic and old. Tomorrow I'll be back to feeling semi-fabulous.
And hey, while I think of it, anyone want to come out and play with me any time between March 13th and the 21st? I'm off on my March Break with no plans, and I'll be damned if I'm going to spend it deepening the inmprint of my ass on my couch with my eyes glued to laptop. And my fallback plan of visiting relatives just sounds really lame.
Yeah Jules, I need BIG FUN. In an out-of-town kind of way ;-)
My downfall:
- I played drunk. Then proceeded to get drunker. Which made the next points seem like a good idea at the time.
- I paid no attention to the state of my bankroll, which wasn't terribly healthy on Poker Stars to begin with. This in addition to point #1 lead me to the embarassing statement that no, I couldn't keep playing as I was broke.
- I made a puchase on my credit card while drunk,and reloaded my Stars account. Kinda hard to get my credit card debt under control if I do shit like that, isn't it?
Now I've said it before, that I've spent more money and have had less fun on a number of occasions (an incredibly large number of occasions). And it was fun, being in the voice chat with SoxLover, Garth, Veneno, Mowemunder, SirF, and the rest while playing - it was like sitting at a home game table. And man, some of you guys have some killer sexy voices!
But then I turn off the stereo and shut down the laptop and I'm back to sitting here by myself getting drunk and wondering, is this all there is? Is this what I've become, after everything I've done in life? Someone who sits at home and drinks alone ?
Yes I may be drunk but I'm not stupid - I'm fully aware that it's the alcohol that's making me feel pathetic and old. Tomorrow I'll be back to feeling semi-fabulous.
And hey, while I think of it, anyone want to come out and play with me any time between March 13th and the 21st? I'm off on my March Break with no plans, and I'll be damned if I'm going to spend it deepening the inmprint of my ass on my couch with my eyes glued to laptop. And my fallback plan of visiting relatives just sounds really lame.
Yeah Jules, I need BIG FUN. In an out-of-town kind of way ;-)
My downfall:
Can I officially get it on record that you're not "semi fabulous" - you are truly fabulous!
And yes, you need some serious fun girlfriend. Hard to believe how long ago our Vegas Skull binge was!
Kat how can you say you were drinking alone. Really, drinking with pals online does count.
On the bright side, I don't think you ended up worshipping the porcelin goddess as did I.
Looking forward to tonight. Johnny..yummy...good choice...gonna be really tough to top that..but I have an idea..
Had fun...enjoyed putting a voice with a blog
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lol....didn't we start the countdown from ten at one poing though?
Yeah, I started the counting down from "1". Counting down from 10 just prolonged the amount of time before I could have another shot. I believe that is counted as "Cruel and Unusual Punishment" in the Geneva Convention.
I should also mention that most, if not all, times I'm chatting to you I'm drinking anyway. True.