I have turned into a teenage girl

And not in a good way either.

No, I've not suddenly lost my pear-shaped physique and returned to the day of long legs, lean torso and perky boobs (I wish). Rather, I'm channeling my inner teen, primarily along the thought processes......
Nothing is my fault. The world ends four feet from my body. I am flawless; it's the rest of the world that are great sucking idiots. I mean seriously, can't you all see how fabulous and clever I am? I deserve so much more. You should reward me just for gracing you with my presence. How dare you even suggest otherwise?
But I'm an adult now (?), these thoughts are now running along a pokery vein....
My losses are not my fault. The poker world should end four feet from my body. I am a flawless player; it's the rest of the online Full Tilt world that are great sucking idiots. I mean seriously, can't you all see how fabulously and cleverly I played that last hand? I deserve so much more than a bubble (again). You should reward me just for gracing you with my presence. How dare you even suggest otherwise?
As I say to my students, someone needs a big healthy dose of get-over-yourself.

This reality check has been brought about by Drizz's last post (Who's the real Donkey?) where he has this great quote:
A man can fail many times, but he isn't a failure until he begins to blame someone else.
-- John Burroughs
Well call me a failure, as I haven't been blaming myself for any of my crappy performance on the felt for months. This is quite funny, because I've been blaming myself for all kinds of stuff that really is beyond my control.

(SIDENOTE: My mind is truly a messy and confusing place. I blame the drugs in the 80's. And if I knew then what I know now...I'd still do 'em.)


On to other topics, thanks to all for the comments, IM's, emails and calls. It's been a rough week and it's this kinda stuff that pulls me out of bed in the morning.

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    Thanks for stopping by Kat ! It was good to uuuuh see? you?

    Don't worry about me over-planning. This will be the freeroll of all freerolls.

    I wish the IP Thursday (WSOPGP) was on the agenda. Unfortunately, corporate Canada calls. We get in late Friday and head right to the MGM.

    We have a mountain run into Steeltown coming up in January, (I think) to see Barney and Betty. As that get's closer, I'll let you know. If I can make a pre-visit visit happen and you're available, we'd love to meet somewhere and spill some beer. (or martini)

    Take care of you !

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